come on my friend.
hold onto my hand.
and we'll walk out of this darkness together.

so i thought that my life was on track for the last few weeks.
except the occasional skipping of school and almost dying at work.
i thought that it was on track.
until one single thing threw me off balance.

i wanted to put up picutres from saturday?
but.
my phone sucks and i can't upload it.
i thought my phone can accept mmc?

here's my official apology.
i didn't know that one joke could cause so much of problems.
but i hope you believe me when i say that it wasn't my choice.
honest.
and i guess you have no idea how bad i felt after that.
even when you said that you weren't angry with me.
it was partially my fault.
cause i let her.
i'm sorry.

there are alot of things i wish to say.
but i guess that i should bite my tongue.
and keep my gap shut before i hurt anyone.

i need to go talk to someone.
ok.
maybe not talk.
maybe all i need is a hug.
and let it all out.
hello friend.
come on over.
and make me feel better.

i have you for a moment,
but not the way i wanted to have you.
so just let us stay,
forever in your moment.

so you don't want to tell me whats wrong.
i guess i understand.
i don't know.
i'll give you space.
even though i got my bad feelings about something.
i got my deja vus.
but if you don't want to say anything.
i wont' probe you.
i won't force you.
cause somehow i know that if you want.
you'll come and talk to me.
i'll be here.
no questions asked.
you near me?
i just don't want you to feel that its an oblitgation to do so.

you know what i want to do now?
hide from the world and just stay there.
yeah.
just for now.
i'd like to do just that.

thank you very much.
i'll do just that.